good to know it’s my fault. fine, i’ll just keep my mouth shut for the rest of my life. never tell anyone anything because apparently all it does is ruin everything. i’m not allowed to form feelings about things on my own or tell people how i feel. i thought was a good thing, but i guess it isn’t anymore. you wonder why i talk quietly and when you ask what i said i say nevermind and why bother, this is why. because no one cares and then when you do it fucks up my whole life. i feel like i’m going to pass out. i don’t even know what to do.